Day 19: Trust & Doubt

The last few days have been filled with quite a bit of back and forth between trust and doubt about pretty much everything…health, work, relationships, etc, etc…granted, there’s more confidence in some areas than others. After chatting through some of the specifics with a good friend, they gave me some simple, yet hard to implement advice to remember “you are blessed, you are loved and you will be taken care of by a loving Heavenly Father. All other details to be filled in later.”

It’s the latter part of that advice that I struggle with the most, the “all other details to be filled in later.”  I feel like I’m a pretty go-with-the-flow type of person…yes, I like to have a general plan in play, but can adjust fairly seamlessly as the plan changes and trust everything will work itself out as we go.  

Whoa. I feel a bit like an idiot. Honestly, after I wrote that last sentence in the paragraph above and then re-read it for any grammar mistakes, I seriously had a mental palm to forehead, well duh moment.  Yes, I do have a very solid plan in play right now, and I’ve totally been adjusting each part of it as hiccups arise.  And so far, everything has indeed been working itself out.  

Once again my brain goes back to interval training…when you lose focus and have a bad set, you reset, refocus, take a deep breath and go after it again. 

So, here we go. 

Reset. Refocus. Deep breath. GO!!

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